my problems

huh

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 17:18:35 GMT

so...this thing is old, havn't done this in a while....i still want her and she knows it....she takes me to dinner askes me to hang out after...it's torcher, she killed me a little bit and i don't think she knows it...or she does, she knows she's killing me and maybe its a sick game...i'm not willing to play but i do any way...why? why do i do this to myself? why does anybody? we are creatures of habit, we either try and keep going back or we slowly kill the people we date, purposely..it sucks.

dude

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 00:20:05 GMT

i have nothing to say...so, yes here we go on another trip to which we don't know what's going on and your mom wears a thong. just remember while hitting the bong that you'll be back before long...i have no idea

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 01:04:55 GMT

so i havn't done this in awhile...crazyness, damn. well i got nothin, just thought i'd stop buy

well god damn

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 00:33:56 GMT

i haven't been on this this since last year. jeebus. well fr those of you who don't know. i live in cali now. i got my car stolen last night and i'm eating cereal. but all in all nothing has changed. so i'm outta here.

sooooooo

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 13:22:50 GMT

misty's moving to arizona sunday, i'll be in cali so she's picking me up from work wednsday so i can say goodbye. i'm moving in with danielle next week so if you want to get a hold of me call her. so rochelle i guess your the only one with her number. i'm still in school and still working. i went on a blind date saterday. that was cool we went bowling and to fat daves. he's a fun guy. names matt. that's about it really, cody i'm cool how are things with you.

well i don't have much else to say except we will be getting a phone and internet over at the apartment not sure when but we will so yeah. i will let you know then.

ashley/shady

it's halloween

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 13:20:57 GMT

well i'm not going to school tonight i'm gonna sit on my porch and scare little kids. that's right scare little kids....cause i'm an asshole. hehe. what else am i supposed to do with my time i bought a mask and i need to use it.

on another note everything is cool around here i'm still working which is amazing. i'm gonna get hired on this week so no more temp bullshit. i'm trying to get on the ball for my liscense but it's not working. i'm a slacker there. oh well. i got a new kitten and he's cool. sort of, his name is monster and he's cute. well i think i'm gonna go cause i have to go to work.

ashley/shady

sooooo

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 12:21:02 GMT

i had a week off and i spent most of it drunk...hehehe. well everything is good the party friday was kinda upsetting. i need to know who got pulled over though. so i can laugh. oh well. if everyone would've had a DD it would have been ok. i ended up passing out friday. saterday was kinda sober and sunday was Wheeling. fun stuff. but i have to go to work so i will try and update more...

ashley/shady

ummmm

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 12:24:56 GMT

can anyone tell me what i did last weekend? cause i kinda remember bit's of it. i remember sunday cause i wasn't drunk. hung over. but the rest is gone. well school is going good i found a college that might work for me even though it's a community one but still it works for the classes i want. work is ok. trim took me back and now i have all next week off. WOOOOOOOOO misty's birthday party/costume party is next friday...i think i might have invited a buttload of people at random last weekend. oh well. Rochelle portland party this weekend???? well i have to go to work now.

ashley/shady

welp.

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 23:18:44 GMT

trim laid me off for about a month. not just me everyone who was there from volt. got a diffrent job for the next three days. i make 8.50 there so what ever. and it's from 7 to 3:30. but now i'm going to do home work and nap. maybe more nap then work. whatever.

ashley/shady

hmmmm

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 12:23:09 GMT

so i spent the weekend at sherry and misty's. friday we watched movies. saterday was drunken fun for all. well not all me. i hurled a bit and passed out. talked to cronin for like 3 min. called rochizzile. that's right i typed it! but now i'm off to work to make money to pay people back who are helpping my pay my ticket.

ummm

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 12:20:18 GMT

i don't really update on this thing to much. well i spent the weekend at my mom's house. that was kinda cool. even though she worked all weekend. i went and saw Lord of war and the Exorcism of Emily rose. lord of war was ok. the exorcism scared the shit outta me. we had movie night thursday. we watched the boondock saints. i helped sammie and josh move yesterday and that's about it. well i'm off to work.

ashley/shady

thank god

Thu, 15 Sep 2005 12:18:15 GMT

it's thursday that means tomorrow is friday and payday. i'm so fucking tired with school and work all at once. tonight's my mom's 3 years. she's picking me up from work then i'm coming home and taking a nap. then i'm going to her birthday meeting. went to rod run last weekend. that was fun stuff. well i don't have much to say except for i'm tired and stuff so yeah. bye.

ashley/shady

time to start the day

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 12:22:57 GMT

it's off to work i go at the ass crack of dawn. i started school last night. i am going to be so busy it's gonna drive me nuts. i got some of my work last night. it doesnt seem so bad. not really. but i know that i'm going to get stressed and over worked and eventually break down. that's just how things go in this world. so for the first couple of days i'm just gonna take it easy and do my work. right now i'm just going to concentrate on CWP and History and get those out of the way. then i will work my ass off on senior project. fun stuff. NO! well i'm out of here. have a nice day everyone.

ashley/shady

what an entertaining

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 20:30:38 GMT

weekend. that's right friday i went to an 80's dance party with sam, rochelle, larynn and mike fucking cronin. he was my date due to the fact we weren't 80's. saterday went to the beach got busted. 299 bucks for and MIP. that's right i got one and i don't care. lastnight i went to flogging molly with my brother willy and now i'm getting ready to eat some bbq with sammie and her mom. start school tomorrow and don't wanna go. fuck it whatever.

gaw

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 12:18:44 GMT

i worked over time last night. my hand is swollen and my shoulder is sore. and my mom and her roommate say they're proud of me. *snorts and piffs* whatever i'm tired and up for another day of exciting work..not. well i'm outta here.

ashley/shady

THAT'S RIGHT BITCHES!!!!!!!!

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 00:34:24 GMT

Guess who went and bought flogging molly tickets today???? ME! HAHAHAHAHA that's right i'm going and noone's going to stop me. hmmmm that has just made my week better and i get paid twice this week. and it's a three day weekend god this couldn't be any better now could it. well i'm off to read and get ready for bed... woooooooo thunder i herd it.

ashley/shady

ahhh up and almost ready...

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 12:19:37 GMT

for work. i need to grab my lunch and i will be good to go. well for those of you who don't know i moved back in with my grandma. i work full time and will be starting school pretty soon. again for the 6th year in a row of highschool. shitty. but that's all i have to say. so bye.

ashley/shady

FUCKKKKKKKKKkk

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 00:15:31 GMT

that's right i typed it. so i work i get home i read i go to bed. tim and willy ditched me for andy. they didn't want us to be uncomfortable around eachother so they chose him and not me. good for them. i almost got fired today. long story. sky cheated on my mom in alaska. and i have two new tat's. i'm going to see flogging molly on the fourth and that should make me happy. well this is a shitty post but oh well.

ashley/shady

BLAH

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 21:36:46 GMT

i have nothing to type except you are all very neat people. yes neat. i like that word. i am going to go do some work today for Rudy and my chiroprator. i'm out of cigarettes. and i'm hungry but theres no room in the kitchen to cook. i have four bucks but i might need that for something else and cigarettes arn't that cheap anymore so i'm screwed and all i have is a lousy 4 bucks. damn it what the hell am i gonna do with 4 bucks. well i'm out of here.

OK

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 07:56:44 GMT

so that last post to those of you who commented was a test. that's right a test to see how many people actually read these things. well mine in that fact. and now i see alot of you actually pay attention i feel loved. i always did but what ever. but anyway HI TO YOU ALL and yes we all should hang out sometime and do whatever our little minds can handle. but now i must go for i am waiting for family guy to come on and my coffee to get done.

ashley/shady

sooo

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 05:27:50 GMT

if i updated just to say noone comments on these things well mine. just to see who actually pays attention how many of you would comment?

hmm

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 18:14:14 GMT

not much to update. got paid friday. i have 2 dollars left. it all went towards rent. except for 30 of it which i bought lunch a hat and the new Gorillaz cd. oh plus 2 packs of smokes and some chips. went to sams friday. that was cool. walked with danielle half way home. my little cousin came over yesterday. we went to the dog park with sammie. then down to my grandmas to make rice crispy treat. which we made some boobs out of and took them to josh adam and nate for lunch last night. came home watched resident evil and proceeded to bed. that has been my weekend. oh i also went to my moms friday. well i'm outta here.

ashley/shady

fucking VOLT.

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 20:55:08 GMT

they called the house three times this morning. first they called for adam. then they called for nate. then they called for me. they wanted me to work downtown portland for a week and a half. i can't get there so i had to decline. oh well. i get paid friday. got some cash yesterday. most my checks going to rent to whatever. well i'm bored and tired. i'm not gonna sleep though. i just consumed a rockstar. everyone hre now has a job and we only pay 120 a month for rent a peice so yeah. well i'm gonna go now so i can do nothing.

ashley/shady

alright......

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 07:05:17 GMT

so i guess women are real shits....oh well. so i go to work tomorrow. i can get a job at rudy's working for him in his shop. that's right i don't have the skills center under my belt but i get a job at a shop. woooooooooo screw school! Aqua Teen Hunger Force is on. i'm going to bed now. I WANNA ROCK!!!

ashley/shady

sleepy.

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 16:58:06 GMT

nothing to say. went swimming yesterday at the pool here. party lite party at my moms. that's just candels so yeah. then i think i'm going to go see the devils rejects afterwards. yes that is right. it'll more than likely be late though. so yeah. well i'm outta here.

ashley/ shady